So i guess you could say I'm ready to move on with my life. I'm set on California and I'm heading out there in 3 weeks to go to my apartment and meet lauren. I've been talking to lauren for quite a while now, (she's going to FIDM in the fall). we are going to catch some dinner and I'm going to meet some more people from FIDM. I'm pretty excited about that one.
I've been stressed out lately, from my blood being oh so low, and from work & school all at the same time. I'm also exhausted all the time which is not good what so ever, but what can you do? Other than that I'm a crazy working girl who is in and out of manhattan like its the place to be. I haven't had much of the social life lately because of it, i pretty much just go home and sleep. It's
sad, but what can you do... again? i guess you could say I've been on the run from many thing's lately. Not just from working, and everything else, but myself, and my feelings. Recently i had gotten my heart broken, once again, and I have been hiding from it, pretending everything is fine. And don't get me wrong, i still am pretending everything is fine, because i want to. I'm sick of the upsetting shit. I have not cried once, and it feels good. I had even tried to, and i just couldn't. So now, I'm listening to Mr. Jack Johnson who is making me calm and tired.
I had walked out of class today after writing a devious essay about The Scarlet Letter when i had found myself looking at this girl passed out in between a classroom doorway and the hallway. I had run over to her to see if she was okay, and she was foaming at the mouth and shaking. It looked to me as a seizure, and i thought well maybe she was an epileptic.. I had run over to my professor who was still in the class waiting for other students to finish their work, and had told him. That minute he ran over to her and I had called public safety telling them what I had seen, and what had happened. My teacher had to go back to the class, but i stayed with her the whole time. I had asked her if this has happened to her before, and giving her my new water i had just bought, and she replied no, to just call her mother, as i did. I explained what had happened, and told her that she will be going to the nearest hospital thats close to us. I was so scared for this girl i hardly knew, the way she shook and looked had gotten me so nervous. My
Professor told me he would email me about her tonight, but he hadn't so far, I do hope she is okay, and well. I've had her in my thoughts all day.Okay, on another note, I have work tomorrow, and I am still up. Bleh. I hate when i can never sleep on the days i work, but on the days i have school, i can fall asleep at 10 and wake up at around 12 in the afternoon. On work days i have to wake up at 7:30 to catch a train at 8:40. its almost 1:30am now and i am not to pleased.
I bought Sex In The City the movie today, that made me happy.. i have been waiting for this movie to come out for a while now. Anyways, I'm going to attempt to sleep...
