happy fucking new years.

so if you want to say that today is monday, then i have 2 full days until i leave. i leave thursday morning, which is getting me pretty upset. i don't think i want to go anymore, i mean i know that it will be a great experience and adventure, but not anymore it doesn't. so if today is monday, i have work today from 2 to 6. last tuesday was supposed to be my last day, but it didn't happen since i just got called into work yesterday. i don't mind at all. i love it there. and it will give me a chance to say goodbye to some of the people there which will be pretty sad =[ boo. anyways i pretty much packed everything today which is nice, so it gives me to two days to relax and be with my friends. i have a hair appointment on tuesday with kristen. i'm getting my hair highlighted blonder and i believe kristen is going back to being a red head or just getting highlights as well. should be fun. other than that new years eve should be fun, but yeeep still have no idea what's going on. anyways, i'm goign to go back to watching family guy.

So the holidays are coming up, the holiday season is always the best, but everyone wishes they have someone to spend it with. I'm going to do a bunch of things for people this year kinda as a thank you to my friends and such. O think it will be nice. and hopefully ill get money to buy myself an ipod touch so i have it on the plane rides.

Of course its 6 in the morning and i still have not slept and nothing is on TV besides paid programming, porn, and kiddy cartoons so i enjoy my time with watching fashion shows via podcast. i love Karl Lagerfeld and Zac Posen, they are so great. i love the elegance they create but its very different. My long say is tomorrow. 

we are watching macbeth in english and math god knows what we are going to be doing, im just going to go to bed when i get home, no TV night for me, i'm trying to stay up later today cause i have to wake up earlier today. and hopefully this time it will actually work that i fall asleep when i get home from Math. I started packing, all my summer stuff and my fabric are in box's already, my step mother wants them done by the 13th so i can ship them out to my uncle. I need to head out to TopShop in new york city right after christmas before i leave, maybe 2 days after? i need to get a couple of 

dresses for myself out in LA. I really want the spotted print dress which is $125. and the "prom dress" thats $80 which is no prom dress what so ever. so if anyone wants to come into the city with me after christmas and before new years eve, message me and tell me.

I curled my hair to see how it would come out last night when i couldn't sleep. Kemp was telling me i looked like 

Marilyn Monroe and james just kept laughing at me. Video chatting is one of my favorite things, and im glad they made it so when im out in LA i can see and talk to my friends instead of looking at words all day.

Both dresses (pictures) are Zac Posen, which they are both from his summer 2007 line and i absolutely adore these two dresses. I can't wait to start fashion school and create these beautiful outfits, but at the same time, i'm going to miss everyone, and ill stop saying i'm going to miss everyone until the day i actually leave.

P.S. how was everyone's thanksgiving? I made a cheese cake that was fucking amazing, and will make it again for the holidays. i was at my dad's house too with my two sisters and it was rather nice.