the ink is running towards the page, its chasing off the days

so, i don't really know where to start, but it's been a long week. i have a lot to do, and so much to handle. i wish that some people would tell me what's going on, and if they are okay, cause i worry, and love them. But as to what to handle i need to start sewing my ass off, and i need to go to Math. I missed so many classes, i hope they don't kick me out because of it. i cant miss another one! i think i have 3 more classes left of it, and thats all.. i need to talk to the bunt and tell her what's been going on and why i didn't go this past week. 3 more times? thats not bad at all.. and for english i just have go to 7 more times, so i really don't mind at all. its not going to be any trouble. I love my english class, we all hang out right after and its my friend kristen ( who goes to post) and i surrounded by all guys so its all good.. we all went to hill wood which is the community center at post. it has the tiniest cafe' but whatever, you get curly fries and your good. 

i'm starting to see who i am going to really miss here, and it has basically come down to 4 people and my mother and grandmother. My mother will be coming to visit me and hopefully my grandmother also. but the friends.. two of them i don't want to leave at all, and the other two i'll just miss a lot. I think i'll be having a going away party on the 12th. it should be fun! but will be oh so saddd!!!! =[